Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Goodness is silent. But why?

Right now I have this overwhelming feeling that I cannot do things correctly. It does not matter what my reasons were except to stand for judgement. Strange that when in school we were told that the end-result did not matter as much as the workings to the answer.

Whatever good done would not weigh as much as a single glaring mistake. Does not matter that you have done a thousand good deeds. Focus will be on that fault and we will face the firing squad for that.

I am exaggerating but that is how I feel right now. Just so very, very down.

1 comment:

pummkin said...

I can identify with your moment. Being shot at decapacitates all your senses & cripples your emotions to the point that you don't even want to defend yourself anymore.

Ask for grace & pray for mercy....that's what I'm doing.